My Mistake…

I thought he was mine

And no one else's…

I thought he would only like me

For the rest of his life like he promised

So I didn't hold on

And put him as a last resort

When he flirted with me

I didn't reply

Acted as if nothing was going on

Once I realized that I didn't like him

I diverted my attention away from him

Still clinging to the fact that

If it didn't work out with others

He would still be there for the taking

Dad didn't allow me to date

Till after high school

Told him to wait two years

He seemed to agree…

Who knew circumstances would change?

He has found someone else.

At first I thought it was to make me jealous

But his tone was serious

He seemed to have cast me aside like I had done to him

I realized now that my selfishness had caused our relationship to crumble

I still feel that pain in my heart

Like I can't take it anymore

First time my tears dropped for a guy

I dread the thought of tomorrow

And whom I will see

The one who broke my heart

Will be the first one I face…

*The End*