The Pain

I hurt another one...

'I do not feel the same for you anymore...'

This is the second time....

I knew this was going to happen yet I ignored the warnings

In the end the same result happened

I hurt another one...

Why could I not hold it in?

Why could I not pretend that everything was alright?

Why did I have to say anything?

Now the tears are falling endlessly

Letting me realize my fatal mistake

Showing me that I should have never started something I knew I could not finish...

I hurt another one...

It seemed fated this time

Friends for so long...

Mutual feelings...

Why did I think it was going to be different this time?

I might as well remain alone for the rest of my life...

He says that I deserve better but I know better

He is the one that deserves better

I hurt another one...

I am not as good as he thinks

I am mean, rude and everything you would not expect of a good christian girl

I am not lovable and people hate my attitude...

He definitely deserves better...

I cannot give him happiness

If I cannot even give myself happiness...

I did love him...

Before...

But now my feelings are no more...

I hurt another one...

Goodbye, my friend and my first love...

I apologize for my unstable feelings...

I am thankful to all you have done but there is someone out there better for you than me...

Please move on and do not be depressed...

I am thankful for your feelings towards me for the last eight years

But I do not deserve you...

I hurt another one...

*The End*